Hello 2011 :)

Ini pertama kalinya gue ngerayain taun baru di blog hahaha *tiup terompet*

Hmm when the clock strikes twelve on December 31^st, people all over the world cheer and wish each other a very Happy New Year. For some, this event is no more than a change of a calendar. For others, the New Year symbolizes the beginning of a better tomorrow.

We will open the book. It pages are blank. We are going to put words on them ourselves. The book is called ‘Opportunity’ and its first chapter is New Year’s Day.

Ah and I love that you are the last person I want to talk to before I go to sleep at night. But I absolutely know, you’ll never call me again. Honestly, I miss your voice.

Yayaya, drop the last into the silent limbo of the past. Let it go, for it was imperfect, and thank God that it can go.

Kay, Happy New Year! Wishing all a joyful New Year! ♥

#2010memories

#2010memories. 13TERS. thanks for being my girls, my family, my everything.

#2010memories. ELB. Ever-Lasting Bitch. haha nama yang kontroversial. seneng bisa punya fandom (?) sendiri deeeh berasa artis *kibas rambut*

#2010memories. semua orang di timeline twitter gue. ga mungkin bisa gue sebut satu-satu. pokoknya semua yang ada di following twitter gue, thanks udah bikin hari-hari gue lebih hidup dengan tweets kalian yang bisa gue retweet LOL

#2010memories. you - Kyle Alexander. thanks buat 080910-nya ♥ hahaha sekarang kita emang lebih comfort buat temenan. ah remember, we are 'SKY' hahaha

"cause when I look to the sky something tells me you're here with me, and you make everything alright. and when I feel like I'm lost something tells me you're here with me, and I can always find my way when you are here."

 Train - When I Look to The SKY

kay, bye bye 2010. thanks for all great memories :)

Something That You Shouldn't Know

I just realized, it's so lonely being free. Gaaaaah don't get me wrong!! I don't mis him................... well, yayaya I miss him. Jangan geer. Gue kangen sama lo bukan sebagai orang yang manggil gue "sayang" tiap hari. Gue kangen lo sebagai temen gue. Tempat gue rely on. TAPI ga mungkin kan sekarang gue blak-blakan seenaknya ngomong gini ke lo? TAPI haruskah kita jadi orang yang ga saling kenal gini? Saling ga peduli perasaan masing-masing?

"You've gone now and I've moved on, why can't things just stay the same?"

Friend - Life at Last

Dan HA gue gatau mesti ngomong apalagi. Anggep gue manis silly karna bikin postingan ga bermutu kayak gini (dan postingan2 di bawah ini).

Oke lupakan. Ini cuma basa-basi doang sebenernya. Curhatan sebenernya hanya Vellie yang tau hahaha and you know what? You've turned my world upside down and inside out. and YAH!! why did I have to fall for you when you just keep falling for HER? Errrggghh pathetic.

And yeah,  I said I was over you, but oh I was so wrong.

Kay, Gnight! Aaaaaaaa what a random night!! *sigh*

Westlife - Swear it Again

Woaaaah just added this song to my playlist. Idk why. I heart Shane's adorable voice so damn muccch! Really love love this song :3

I wanna know
Who ever told you I was letting go
Of the only joy that I have ever known
Guy, they're lying

Just look around
And all of the people that we used to know
Have just given up, they wanna let it go
But we're still trying

So you should know this love we share was never made to die
I'm glad we're on this one way street just you and I
Just you and I

Chorus:
I'm never gonna say goodbye
Cos I never wanna see you cry
I swore to you my love would remain
And I swear it all over again and I
I'm never gonna treat you bad
Cos I never wanna see you sad
I swore to share your joy and your pain
And I swear it all over again

All over again

Some people say
That everything has got its place in time
Even the day must give way to the night
But I'm not buying
Cos in your eyes
I see a love that burns eternally
And if you see how beautiful you are to me
You'll know I'm not lying

Sure there'll be times we wanna say goodbye
But even if we try
There are something's in this life won't be denied
Won't be denied

*Chorus

The more I know of you is the more I know I love you
And the more that I'm sure I want you forever and ever more
The more that you love me, the more that I know
Oh that I'm never gonna let you go
Gotta let you know that I

*Chorus

David Archuleta - A Little Too Not Over You

It never crossed my mind at all
That’s what i tell myself
What we had has come and gone
You’re better off with someone else
It’s for the best, i know it is
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You’re with her now
I just can’t figure it out

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Not over you...


Memories
Supposed to fade
What’s wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go
Didn’t think it be this hard
Should be strong
Moving on
But i see you
Sometimes i try to hide
What i feel inside

And i turn around
You’re with her now
I just can’t figure it out

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Maybe i regret
Everything i said
No way to take it all back, yeah
Now i’m on my own
How i let you go
I’ll never understand
I’ll never understand

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
I’m just a little too not over you

Tell me why
You’re so hard to forget
Don’t remind me
I’m not over it
Tell me why
I can’t seem to face the truth
And i really don’t know what to do

I’m just a little too not over you

Not over you...

Welcome December!

Akhirnya bulan desember juga ~

Bulan yg paling dibenci (karena bertepatan dgn UAS) sekaligus bulan yg paling dinanti (abis UAS langsung libur) labil deh emang, mau enaknya aja hahaha

Hmm mungkin kalo gue #decemberwish sekarang kayaknya udah telat dan ga berguna juga kali yah --"

Ah December.. please be nice to me aja deh hhh *pasrah*

Mungkin bulan ini bakal penuh penderitaan. UAS, belajar, tugas-tugas, remedial, hasil rapor zzz. Mungkin juga di akhir bulan ini bakal ada kebahagiaan. Liburan, jalan-jalan, refreshing, atau apalah. Of course, I'm lookin' forward to this year’s holiday season and I’ll be more than happy to share what’ll be on with me this end of the year. Tapi sebelum mencapai/meraih/menggapai liburan itu gue harus memakan kertas ulangan menghadapi UAS dulu hhh but no matter how hard it is, I'll be fine without you.

Ah good bye November ~ I'll miss you soon (?) -_-

I Wish I Could Rewind The Time

If I could rewind the time, please throw me back to 4 months ago.

Gue bener-bener kangen suasana anak twitter 4 bulan yang lalu.. Kangen suasana begadang bareng 13TERS 4 bulan yang lalu..

Kangen jaman semua masih seru, masih asik, masih tentram dan damai.. Ga kayak sekarang -_-

I miss......everything...

"@vitakatoo : @flamingsistha bangke, @minoyuno bangsat, @hanyonghee apadong? kampret? buset temen gua pengangguran semua."

 

"@HanYongHee: YA! BIKIN DUO BOKEP YUK SAMA GUE RT @flamingsistha : @HanYongHee dri dulu gw bokep -____- tiap malem kan gw ngefrontal mulu"

 

"@HanYongHee: bagus, timeline udah nggak ada dia. WOY BANGKE @FLAMINGSISTHA KAPAN SELESE LIMITNYA?"

"@HanYongHee: SIWON SAMA KUNYUK, BIAR CEPET MASUK NOH. HAHA RT @morastoic : Wey @HanYongHee @flamingsistha lg pada nyodok2 siapa sih ? Astaga bikin ngiri"

"@kkotminam94: @heysistha kenapa gag bisa tidur ?"

"@kkotminam94: @heysistha dek , main gendong2an lagi yuk ?"

"@kkotminam: unyunyunyu -gendong adek- RT @heysistha : unyuuu sini aku peluk ♥ RT @kkotminam94 : PELUK OPPA DULU ! haha"

Cuma segitu yg berhasil gue temuin. Yang anak 13TERS dan ainnya udah kelelep hhh

Gue kangen saat-saat- itu.

Saat 13TERS masih dengan sifatnya yang dulu, yang ga peduli orang mau bilang apa, yang selalu frontal tiap malem, yang belum kenal istilah "galau" karna cowok.

Saat punya "family". Papa Onew, mama Ninda, koko Mike, twin Nana, dan gue.

Saat semua belum kayak gini. Saat semua masih baik-baik aja.

If we could turn back time, if we could go back to the beginning, if we could rewind the clock... then I'd like to let you know, just one thing before your time go that every moment you were living was a blessing to me.

Cheer Up!

Hallooooooouuwwww :)

Gue kembali lagi dengan postingan yg galau menggembirakan uwuwuwuwu *tiup terompet*

Kemaren, tepatnya hari Kamis, tanggal 18 November 2010, SMA Negeri 6 Bogor pulang cepeeeeeet YEAH *rubuhin gerbang* kenapa tiba-tiba ada mukjizat seperti itu? Semua karena ada penyembelihan manusia binatang qurban lalalala

Hmm berhubung males pulang ke rumah, jadilah gue, Dyah, Ulfah, Grace, Mira, dan Santi memutuskan untuk jalan-jalaaaaaan. Setelah berunding dgn seksama, memutuskan ini-itu, dan mempertimbangkan dampak aksi dan reaksi, akhirnya kita memutuskan untuk jalan ke Botani Square.

Pertama, kita karaokean dulu hahaha oh iya ini foto-foto pas di tempat karaokenya *walaupun nyanyi fals, yg penting gaya asik* maaf agak blur, efek dari tempatnya yg remang-remang --"

Cuma ini yg bisa diupload, abis yg lain blur banget hiks. Oh iya, abis itu Santi & Mira pulang duluan. Gue, Grace, Dyah, dan Ulfah nyempetin waktu buat photobox dulu hahaha

Nah itu gue edit dikit biar agak bagusan hahaha btw guenya gede banget huhuhu

Abis photobox. Kita makan deh di Pizza Hut, di sana si Dyah motoin gue & Grace dengan berbagai foto memalukan hiks ngefans mah bilang aja, Dy... -_________-

Huaaaaaa pokoknya makasih banget buat hari itu. Gue bisa ketawa & ngakak sekenceng ini gara-gara kalian :D

And yeah...

When it hurts to look back and you're scared to look ahead you can look beside you and your best friend will be there :)

So,

Cheer up!

It's Over

It's really over now.

No more your nickname, 'Mr. Typo ♥', in my phone contacts.

So ... yeah. I'm happy because we're not gonna hurt each other anymore. Let's back to be friends :) hahaha

Right Here, Right Now

Gue sekarang sekolah di SMA Negeri 6 Bogor. sekolah SBI mandiri (katanya) tapi gatau juga deh --" Di sini gue masuk ke kelas X-5. di kelas ini, gue sebangku sama yg namanya Grace Julianda. di depan gue ada Ulfah Ghina Fathiyah sm Vinda Nur Annisa Kananda. trus kalo istirahat, suka main si Dyah Prajnyandari, Silka Khairunnisa, sama Muthia Athaya. gue mau narsis upload foto-foto kita deh. Maaf kalo kita terlalu cantik (uhuk -_-)

 Dita - Dyah - gue. Sesaat menjelang UTS fisika --"

Ulfah - gue - Santi - Vinda - Dita - Dyah - Grace. di depan warung steak :9

Silka - gue - Grace - Dyah - Dita. Yang ini kalo ga salah sesaat sebelum ulangan bahasa indonesia --"

Dyah - gue - Ulfah - Grace - Vivi (tapi ga keliatan). Uuuuuuw Dyah sayang :3 Dyah itu pasangan lesbi gue di kelas, abis sekelas isinya cewek smua sih -_-" jk jk.

Sebenernya masih banyak foto-fotonya, tp belum gue edit-editin lagi. Sayang banget Muthia ga pernah mau diajak foto :( Padahal dia deket banget sm gue loh. dia tukang jualan pulsa di X-5 dan gue pelanggan tetapnya. Gue ga ngutang loh ya --" Segini dulu kali yak. Ntar kalo ada mood ngedit foto + bikin postingan gue posting lagi deh :3

Bye~

Random Things

Oke, berhubung gue sibuk kurang kerjaan, gue iseng moto-motoin barang yg sering gue gigitin berada di sekeliling gue (anjir bahasanya -_-) agak gaje emang hhh tp namanya juga kurang kerjaan. Jadi yaaa liat aja deh. Yg ga mau liat ga usah liat -_____-

Ini barang terpenting gue yg pertama. LG GW620. Android. Waktu itu beli kalo ga salah 3,5jt. Tempat gue ngetweet/akses internet lainnya. Termasuk nonton video bokep Di sini banyak video-video k-pop juga.

 Barang terpenting kedua. Nokia 2730classic. Pas beli harganya 825rb. ini dipake buat smsan. Jadi...........banyak sms-sms kenangan di sini :>

Kacamata gue. Pas beli harganya 500rb lengkap sm lensa + framenya (diskonan). Tanpa ini gue kayak orang buta, ga bisa liat apa-apa -_-"

Dompet. seharga 55rb. bisa ditawar kok. Isinya foto-foto, photocard Siwon + Minho, kartu ATM, kartu pelajar, kartu perpustakaan zzzz yg jelas ga ada uangnya soalnya gue slalu naro duit di saku.

Jam monol. Gue ga ngikutin tren ya, justru nyokap gue yg nyuruh beli jam ginian hhh 125rb, pake duit gue sendiri tuh *bangga*

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Hmmm uhuk sebenernya gue bangga malu mau upload ini, tapi si grace maksa-maksa masukin ini gambar ke postingan gue. Gambar yg gue bikin tadi di sekolah pas gue lagi lemes-lemesnya hhh yaoloh norak banget gue *jedotin kepala*

Hahahaha ga banget -_- Ah bodo ah namanya juga kerjaan orang iseng --"

Sekian ke-randoman saya hari ini. Semoga terhibur. Terima kasih.

This is (Still) Me

Hello. This pathetic girl is still me. Me, the precious one.

I’ve clearly gone on and off the idea of being a blogger, which is kind of strange because I do love writing. And even crazier, some people tell me they actually enjoy reading it. Actually,  YOU're the reason why I deleted my old blog. But now, I want to start sharing everything that’s going on in this blog to make you a part of the journey...if you so care to be.

I have nothing to say. I just made this blog because I can't hold my emotions anymore. Well, happy reading. I'm gonna try with all my might to make this story line comes true :)